|
| so its tuesday... five more days until i get back to campus... i can not friggen wait... i miss everyone sooooo much... i wish everyone was actually going to be there... but i think all of january will go by much faster than these past couple of weeks have... im mean granted tmrw is already wednesday, and my thursday and friday will be packed full and my weekend will be pretty busy too, but when you miss people, even a day can seem like eternity... i agree with shawn, home just isnt home anymore... home is at school... school is home... ya know its like when you go to visit extended family... its like going home for your parents, but really after a couple of days they are ready to get out of there and go back to their home and family and have things back to normal... thats how coming home is for me... my life is at school... thats where my bed is... thats where my family and friends are... i used to like coming home... but im bored and out of place here now... this isnt my home... its my family's home... heh theres a Walker Texas Ranger marathon on on tv... it makes me laugh inside... i made an appointment to get my hair cut finally! yay! im really tired... too much turkey i think... im gonna put on a movie maybe or work on a puzzle... id really like to just take a nap tho... ugh i have the hic-cups although really theyre more like body jolting, lung hurting, bad tasting... noises... my room is freezing... i should curl up with a blanket or something... some hot chocolate with whipped cream and a candy cane... yeah... that sounds good i think... peace out y'all... | | |
| ugh! why cant things just stay the same? why do things always have to change? why isnt home home anymore? why cant we have christmas here? why cant i just go and do what i need to do and be done with it? why do i have to wait until its conveinient for everyone else? which is never! why does everything cost so much money? ya know im so grown up, and omg im gonna be 20 so soon, but yet im not competent enough to make my decisions and to know what im talking about... ugh i just want to go back to school... i dont want to be here anymore... i want to be able to walk to CVS at 2:30 in the morning if i want to... i want to be able to run to walmart when i need to and be back in less than an hour... not wait until everyone has time to go and then spend an entire day shopping... ugh is it New Year's Day yet? | | |
| well im home... without a friend this time... hmm... its only been 8 hours and i already miss everyone so much... itll be a week or so until i see one of my friends, three weeks or so until i see another, and about 6-7 weeks before i see some others... oh man... its gonna be a bumpy ride... i just hope these next couple of weeks go by quickly... | | |
| there are four minutes left until the first day of december... i am sitting at my desk with the window wind open, fully accepting the nice breeze blowing in the window... WTF? WHY ISN'T THERE SNOW OUTSIDE?!!! | | |
| God doesn't give us anything we can't handle... He knows we are strong enough to bare any weight He may put on us... Blogs were not created to broadcast our personal lives to the world... or maybe they were... but they should not be used for that regardless... our personal lives are our personal lives... if you need to say something private to someone... say it to them privately... don't broadcast it trying to get attention from everyone else... when i was getting ready to come to college for the first time, i read a quote that said something to the effect of, no one cares about what you do in your own life... they dont have the time to care... well since ive been here and especially this year, ive found that quote to be quite on the contrary... it seems to be that all anyone cares about is what everyone else is doing in their own lives... i mean i think those should be three operative words there... THEIR. OWN. LIVES. c'mon now... we are all living our own lives here... we are all adults... why do we still care about the petty little things that everyone else is doing... we are all capable of running our own lives and no one should get in the way of that... if we could all just mind our own business i think a lot of the drama around here would end... just let us live our own lives... go live yours, well live ours, and everyone will be happy... | | |
|
